an interesting quote by Yang Fei...
"who needs an enemy when one has a friend like you..."
[laughs out loud]
the "you" was refering to me of course... haha...
i'm really mean when provoked...
otherwise, i'm fine.. just like a normal human being...
realise that recently, i get to see "re-enactment" of many things which i've done and said before...
i find all these things really hilarious... but i'm so damn "bo song"
i'm not a saint of course, therefore i'm fumingly irritated...
sometimes, or rather all the time, one's gotta have individualism...
i've too much individualism in me until it makes people around me can't wait, well, to hate me. i'm fine with it. cos i rather like people to hate me. haha. i see it pointless to entertain everyone. i'm too tired for that. pointless too, to suck up to people... pointless, to dig on people... pointless, to talk to people... pointless, to keep talking to people... thats not my forte... i'm good at nothing... but just being myself... at least i be myself. good or bad, wait.... i'm bad... at least i'm still myself.
seen thru things...
i'm learning to build a wall...
thanks to what i've learnt from 1 of the modules, to build wall...
i feel secured... at least...
i'm contented.
thank you for making me realise that.
anyways, i'm really scared of you... i know you ain't that simple... but whatever it is, i'm speechless... i'm so tired and infuriated till i can't talk anymore.
i really regretted doing somethings in life, regretted having made some decisions. meanwhile hurting those around me...
